Tuesday, July 06, 2004
actually wanted to write my blog ytd to comment on the tryout.. but i think i was too down n simply no mood to do it..
i agree with wat deb say.. a simple scolding frm lenn could make us all feel so died and so useless.. cant help it..
anyway i can say i regretted.. cos it wasn my best that i can give..it wasn my best
- toe touch
- spilt
- high kicks
- cheer
i dunno wat happen to me..maybe the feeling of scared overpower me n intimidate me restricting me to perform.. but i can say that i wasn nervous at all.. i keep teling my self to go all out.. but when its my turn everything didnt turn out to wat i wan it to be.. haiz.. (stop finding excuses for urself crystal..)
seriously i don wan to be eliminated.. but if that is wat i am fated to face, i wil face it.. i don wan to pull the team down by my slow rate of learning or my lousy technique..
jus that i wil have lesser time to see my other 6 rainbow sisters n i will miss out the fun that u all will have during training..
magnum had brought to me joy n sadness.. however be it happy or sad things, it defintely had taught me a lot beside cheerleading.. i learned a lot thru it..
that is sth i got to tell my 6 other rainbow sisters is that thanx for always being there for me whenever i need help..
to aud: thanx for always lending me a listening ear n helping me to solve prob..
to deb: thanx for understanding me so much n help me whenever i need help even though i nv say it out..
to liz: thanx for always standing by me thru gd n bad..
to wen: thanx for always standing up for me whenever i am bullied..
to pam: thanx for always encouraging me..
to eun: thanx for always sounding me out whenever i am down..
lastly to everyone.. my birthday is one more month away!! hehhe..
to my darling.. thanx for always helping me to fight for my right.. haha.. love you..
loving it;;